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| tiga minggu di jakarta.....
iyah.. di jakarta... enggak di bandung.. enggak di bali... enggak di bogor.... di jakarta aja.... serasa mimpi..... eits tunggu dulu, enggak semua mimpi selalu indah kan...? bahkan kebanyakan alurnya aneh... sampe2 membuat orang yang bermimpi di pagi hari terbingung bingung...
habis mimpi.. yang ada apa..? ya bangun dong... mau bagaimana lagi..... setelah terbuai dengan keenakan mimpi.. yang ada kembali ke dunia nyata... mesti dijalanin lagi.... sejelek2 nya jakarta... se bau2 nya jalanan kota... se panas2 nya jakarta.... tetep aja enggak ada yang namanya banjir..... disini, baru empat hari tinggal... udah banjir dikit2..... di mimpi nggak biasanya banjir kan ya....?
doraemon... doraemon... pinjem mesin waktu dong.... ato enggak alat yg bisa cepetin waktu aja... kaya film nya adam sandler yg baru mo keluar tuh.. remote control yg bisa fast forward kehidupan... rewind juga..... bener sih yang bilang kalo hidup tuh kaya roda... ada di atas.. ada di bawah..... cman sudah terlalu lama di bawah nih... pengen cepet2 ke atas... kemaren sudah mule beranjak ke atas sedikit... rodanya sudah mulai jalan... tapi ternyata hanya mimpi saja... yg sebenernya rodanya masi berenti.. kena macet kali ya....
gak bisa dipungkiri sih... dapet banyak pelajaran di jakarta..... tentang kehidupan.. tentang percintaan.. tentang kepercayaan... tentang gaya hidup.... tentang pengorbanan... tentang kepasrahan... iyah, ini yg aku mau ceritain ke kamu... makanya panjang banget kan.. takut nggak kelar kalo waktunya gak cukup.......
musim panas... panasnya.... besok piala dunia dimulai... 11:55AM mmm... beda banget ya sama empat tahun lalu? taun ini cuman bisa nonton weekend games doang.... pengen bolos nih... pas inggris maen aja... pecat pecat deh sana... dah gak terlalu perduli (masa?) ah gak tau lah... mungkin cman lagi craving masa2 bahagia aja... dimana bisa ngelakuin semua nya dengan bebas.... inget summer 2002? math 266, econ 252... masuk pas kuis, exam doang... selebih nya... begadang nonton bola sampe pagi... abis itu bangunin anak2 yg laen buat masuk kelas... terus baru bobo.....
iyeh.. jiwa pemberontak... jiwa ngeyel... emang kayanya udah ada dari dulu.... yg gak sesuai dengan kemauan.... kelaut aja..... ada yang bilang ini suatu kelebihan... ada yg bilang ini sesuatu yg harus dihilangkan... ato mungkin dikontrol saja.......
sudah lah.... moga2 semuanya bakal baik2 saja........
dedicated for someone who's craving for something to read at work.. this one's for you 'sis' =p
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music cd:
GIGI: The Next Chapter - top abis deh...
Balawan: Magic Fingers - gitaris paling jago di indo... ada yg bilang di dunia.. sapa lagi coba bisa maenin 2 gitar sekaligus?
Samsons: Naluri Lelaki - mayan lah.. rada2 cengeng...
Nugie: Bahagia - underappreciated banget...
Bass Heroes - weka pasti demen banget heuheuheue...
Clorophyl: Repackaged - jazzy2 gitu... piano nya keren bgt
Voices from FIFA world cup - dissapointing banget...
Dewa 19: republik cinta.. denger lagu pertama pengen buang cd nya... denger lagu kelima pengen ngais2 tempat sampah ngambil lagi....
dvd bajakan:
chrno crusade
ultimate avengers
detective conan - maze of cross
munich
the wild
18 fingers of death
the pink panther - kok jelek ya?
grandma's boy - lucu abissssssssssssssssss
bigger than the sky
spanglish
just my luck
she's the man
pride and prejudice
scary movie 4
the date movie
24 - season 5
howls moving castle
goal! - udah gak sabar piala dunia....
vcd indo:
gie
alexandria
kejar jakarta
cinta silver
kutunggu disudut semanggi
9 naga
inikah rasanya cinta
buku:
jomblo - setengah buku bagus.. setengah lagi sampah...
filosofi kopi - baru baca buku artikel pertama.. bagus juga
sekuntum bunga noizumi - katanya sih ttg kerusuhan mei...
soulmate - sampah....
dimsum terakhir - ketinggalannnnnnn... betekkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
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| Unfortunately, I found something else..
-edited May 4, 8:12 AM
So there it is...
My worst semester ever officially ends this Monday. Deep down inside, I
know that a 4.0 GPA was attainable. But out of four classes, I'm only
expecting one class to get an A. Sigh. At least it's over. Wait, is it
really over? Because even after the exam, assignments and projects, I
still can't calm myself down. Can't sleep at night, wake up early in
the morning every day. Sounds like a good warm-up to prepare for my
Internship huh? Wrong. My heart's beating really fast every morning,
and I feel like my head just been hit by a truck. My mind can't think
properly, and I feel like vomiting afterwards. And it only happens
after my first (and final) exam on Monday.
There is definitely something wrong with me.
Let's review shall we? I'll start somewhere during the winter break, until I finished all my classes.
- 4th of Jan. Nothing more to explain. If you know it, good. If you don't, it's none of your fucking business.
- Can't really enjoy College Bowl and NFL Playoff games. To much burden
on my heart. It's kinda sad since there were pretty good games.
- Internal problems among my high school friends. Since I haven't been
home for about 2 years, tried to act as a mediator. Failed miserably.
Left Indo with two holes in my heart.
- Can't really enjoy my time in Indo. Definitely the worst winter break
ever. I swore not to come back before I get a job. (which I will have
to respectfully violate. The reason? My mom)
- Was so sure that my Finance Engineering class will receive an A,
turns out to be a C, which ruined my whole GPA, and put my graduation
into jeopardy.
- Couldn't concentrate for the whole semester, performed poorly on my
so called Internship, and received a warning. After several
considerations and arguments, they decided to give me another chance.
Let's wait and see how this one goes.
- Had a dispute with one of my best friend, realized that she might not
be the person that she used to be. It's all good now, but things have
change quite significantly.
- So pissed with my Indonesian high school friends, that I decided to
stay away from them. I really have no idea how to face them when I
return home (someday).
- Weekends have been nightmares. The only time I hope Monday would come sooner.
- Skipped 85% of my classes. This is not an exaggeration. I have lost
my will to go to classes, hence my fucked up grades. The only class
attended regularly was golf.
- Cried regularly. I might have cried more during this past five months
compared to the last 20 so years of my life. Yes I'm not embarrassed to
admit it. Call me a pussy or whatever you want. You all can just fuck
yourself. This is real, hiding it would be fake.
- Got robbed from eBay. only recovered $175 out of $455. Nuff said.
- My parents cancelled their trip. I feel pretty bad about the whole
situation. When I graduated, I didn't want them to come since I
graduated with a poor GPA, and no job awaited me upon my graduation.
Basically, nothing to celebrate, and they still came. Now, my sister
will graduate with an awesome GPA, a nice, if not fabulous job, and
they can't come.
-Lost my faith to God about 80% of the time.
-thanksgiving 2005: the experience
really proves that greediness kan destroy everything you loved. I'm not
gonna put too much details, but the bottomline is that I decided not to cash
in ALL the rebates I got from that day, as a form of self-punishment and reminder of my idiocy.
'Black' Friday indeed... I promise that I won't do thanksgiving shopping
anymore. It's like Chandler from 'friends' who refused to eat turkey on
Thanksgiving day. I assume you know how bad it is then.
That's all I can remember. Hopefully that's all there is.
But, it's not fair to exclude the better part of my life:
- Seattle trip, although I had to self-invite myself, the trip itself
was a blast. I'm definitely coming back there someday, when I got the
chance. Beautiful.. just plain beautiful..
- Golf, what else? The feeling of hitting a perfect ball is immeasurable.
- Two whole hours with her. Although short, it still can be considered
the good things happened this semester. The meeting really calmed me
down somehow, although the anxiety started growing back afterwards.
- My Nikon D50 camera, and all the great pictures I've taken.
- Bretta. If it wasn't because of her, I might've have gone (literally) crazy.
That's it. Call me ungrateful or anything you like, but yeah, those are the only things that came into my mind.
I entered the next chapter of this year with mixed feelings. Spring is
done. Now, it's summer time. I really have no idea what would happen
next. I'll probably try to occupy myself with work, corec and golf. I
even considered of disconnecting my cell, shutting down my xanga,
friendster msn and other communication systems hoping to isolate myself
from "other worlds" I'll just buy a prepay for communications with
people from Axonai (this's where I'll be working this summer). Maybe
this way I can concentrate properly, and not actually pissing off my
employer. The decision has not been made though, so if someday you
don't hear from me completely, you know that i just didn't kill myself
or whatever. But most of you probably won't care anyway, so it's not a
big deal. I'm probably just gonna wait and see what happened. Really
hoping that Hans' theory of this year being a bad year for the dogs is
untrue.
Whatever man, whatever...
ahh... so this is life... nice to meet you 'life'.. hope we can get along very
soon...
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| di suatu sabtu... di siang yang mendung...
test kamera ah.... kok bretta nya galak?
ngapain ya...? nonton black and gold game nya purdue ah... loh ada si orton????
ada si purdue pete juga....
salah deng... yg waktu itu bukan painter... ini yg bener....
dilanjutkan dengan rebutan bola.....
dan rebutan lagi.....
weits... ampir kena...
udah... trus ngapain ya.. blajar ahh!!
loh kok malah makan...? =s
sama mainan bajaj....
MAKIN GAK JELAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -foto di post tanpa sepengetahuan yg difoto... jika yg bersangkutan berkeberatan atas foto ini... bilang2 yeeeee!!- heuheuheuheuheue......
gmana neh blajarnya.... ?
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